Having resigned myself to a corner of the hospital’s toy
room. I sat tinkering with fire trucks, minding no one’s business 
save my own. He lurked
towards me. The halogen lights paled 
his dark skin as he drew near. His 
presence paled my light skin as he drew 
near. Gang colors…an off white gown.
Ambulance clutched 
in hand, the agitator suggested 
play. But the shakes of my head, having not developed the discretion
of my forefathers, who would wear grinning masks to lessen 
the stings of their excuses, banished him to
his corner,
his drinking fountain, 
his seat on the bus.
While leaving, I shot glances, afraid of the monster. I wonder…
If he noticed it in my eyes, whose existence can still escape me today.

 
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